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Edge of Becoming
A Return To The Heart
October 2-8, 2026 ~
Paamul, Mexico
You've already done the breaking.
This is where you become.
There comes a moment in life where everything you once knew, no longer fits. The roles you had, the identities you claimed, and the ways you learned to survive, to belong and be loved are changing.
Maybe you've walked through a divorce, a heartbreak, moved through pain, felt a complete unraveling of the life you thought you were building.
And now you find yourself here... on the edge.
Not who you once were... but not fully anchored into who you're becoming.
This is the space in between. And it holds more power than you realize.
This Retreat is For You IF...
𖦹 You feel like you've outgrown your old identity, but aren't fully rooted in the new
𖦹 You've experienced a deep life shift (breakup, divorce, major transition)
𖦹 You're asking: Who am I at my core?
𖦹 You're ready to release who you had to be... and remember who you truly are
𖦹 You feel stuck in your head and are craving a return to your body, your heart, your truth
𖦹 You're longing to feel grounded, clear, and deeply connected to yourself again
What makes this retreat different
This is a guided journey out of the mind and back into the body. Throughout the retreat, you'll move through:
𖦹 Heart-centered practices to reconnect with your truth and emotional body
𖦹 Sacral/womb connection work to connect you back to your creativity, your power and life force.
𖦹 Somatic and nervous system practices to release stored emotions and patterns
𖦹 Breathwork, sound and guided journeys for eep inner exploration
𖦹 Grounding practices with nature and the ocean who recent to Mother Earth and your body
𖦹 Connection circles for honest expression and shared human experience
This is a space where both men and women are invited to explore what it means to live heart-centered beyond our conditioning and what we have been brought to believe. Each element is intentional and here to support you for a deep release and grounded integration.
what you'll walk away with
This isn’t just a week-long retreat. It’s an immersion into yourself. Into how you feel, listen, and live from within. You'll leave with:
𖦹 A clearer sense of who you are beneath the layers
𖦹 The ability to recognize and trust your inner voice
𖦹 Tools to move from your heart instead of old patterns or your head
𖦹 A deeper connection to your body, emotions and intuition
𖦹 A grounded sense of direction and self-trust
𖦹 The feeling of no longer standing on the edge and fully stepping into your life
A Space for Men & Women
This is a co-ed retreat, intentionally designed to welcome both men and women into a shared space of depth, honesty and connection.
While our experiences may differ, many of us have learned similar patters, how to guard, how to perform, how to disconnect from what we feel in order to move through the world. For some, that has looked like overthinking, holding it all together, and staying in control. For others, it may look like over giving, abandoning self, or numbing your emotions and disconnecting from your body. Different expression... but often rooted in the same disconnection from the heart.
This space invites both the masculine and feminine, within and around us, to soften our of the survival patterns and return to something more real and alive within and return to the heart. Because when we live from the heart, we relate differently, we choose differently, and we show up differently.
And who we are... begins to feel like something we can finally rest into.
Imagine this
Waking up feeling grounded in your body instead of overwhelmed in your mind.
Trusting your decisions without constantly second-guessing yourself.
Feeling your emotions without shutting down or pushing them away.
Moving through your life with a sense of calm, clarity, and inner steadiness.
This is what becomes available when you return to your heart.
We have three room types of your choice -
See below for what's included in your retreat experience. All prices in CDN.
Early-bird pricing on until May 30, save $333.
If paying in full, reach out for discount code to save. If paying through payment plan, the savings will be applied after the deposit is paid.
Courtyard Suites
Located on the ground level of the villa, each suite features two double beds and comes along with a private bathroom and air conditioning. Great to share with a friend or new friend.
Investment: $3333 Shared Room ($3000 Early-bird)
Beach/Pool Front Suites
Located on the villa’s ground level steps away from the pool and ocean. Perfect for private or shared stays, along with a private bathroom, a fan, and air conditioning.
3 Double Room suites and 1 King suite available.
Investment: $3444 Shared Room ($3111 Early-bird) $3777 Solo ($3444 Early-bird)
Rooftop Suites
Offer stunning panoramic views of the Caribbean Sea. Each suite features either two double beds or one king-size bed, a private bathroom with air conditioning.
3 King suites available and 1 double bed suite.
Investment: $3555 Shared ($3222 Early-bird)
$3888 Solo ($3555 Early-bird)
Deposits paid by credit card with a 4% charge or through e-transfer to carlafayjans@gmail.com (and save the 4% processing fee).
Your Hosts
Carla, Rebecca and Brittany's story began the way many meaningful connections do... on retreat.
What felt like pure synchronicity, Carla and Rebecca were paired together their very first time meeting and also had to share a bed. A space that quickly turned into a soul connection. That following summer, they had no idea they would be crossing paths with another soul sister, Brittany, at a festival in Saskatchewan.
Brittany participated in Carla's water ceremony and stepped into Rebecca's lens for photos and from there, everything clicked. The three spent the next two summers heading to festivals together and their connection deepen even more.
Retreats have been a foundational part of each of their journeys. Spaces where they’ve been able to fully arrive as themselves, connect deeply with others, and experience real, lasting transformation. It’s through these spaces that they discovered not only the power of community, but the kind of connection that stays with you long after you leave.
Individually, they each felt the call to create retreats of their own. Together, they realized something even more powerful was possible. And so, their shared vision was born, creating spaces where people can meet, connect, and experience themselves and each other in a deeper, more meaningful way.
This is only the beginning.
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A $850 deposit is required to secure your spot in this intimate retreat. Deposits can be made by e-transferred to carlafayjans@gmail.com or paid by credit card with a 4% charge.
Remaining balance must be paid by August 1, 2026. Payment plans available upon request, please reach out to carlafayjans@gmail.com to discuss further.
Early-bird pricing available until May 30 to save $333 on your spot. If paying in full, please reach out for the discount code. If paying in portions, the $850 deposit is due, and the $333 discount will be reflected in the second payment.
What's Included:
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6 nights accommodation and FULL experience
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All meals included except 2 meals
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Shamanic Cuenco Sound Therapy Ceremony
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Tulum Beach Day
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Water Ceremony
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Cenote Excursion
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Daily yoga, meditation and transformative workshops
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Beach days and on-site pool
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1 hour Massage (yep, this is included per person)
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Transport to & from retreat center (flights must arrive and leave during specific time)**
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1-2 photos from individual/group photo with Rebecca Walker
What's NOT Included:
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Airfare to and from Cancun Airport
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Transportation to and from the retreat space (if booked outside group transport hours)**
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Travel and Medical Insurance (required)
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Spending money (1 lunch, 1 dinner, and gifts)
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Accommodations before or after the retreat (if you choose)
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Optional Private Photoshoot with Rebecca Walker $99
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)
Getting There
Fly into Cancun International Airport, approximately 1 hours from the retreat space.
How do we get to the retreat center?
Airport shuttle service is included on arrival day (October 2) between 2:00–6:00 PM, and on departure day (October 8) between 10:00 AM–1:00 PM.
To take advantage of the included transfers, please book your flights within these windows. If your travel plans fall outside of these times, we’re happy to help arrange private transportation, please note that any additional transfer costs will be the responsibility of the guest.
How many meals are not included?
There will be 2 meals not included 1 lunch and 1 dinner. You are responsible for your lunch on our excursion to Tulum as well as our last dinner for the retreat. Expect to spend around $15-30 CAD per meal, depending on your preferences.
What currency should I bring?
USD and Mexican pesos are accepted in Mexico.
Please note:
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Bring small USD bills in good condition (no rips or tears)
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Canadian bills are not accepted or exchangeable
What if I have food allergies?
Please reach out to us directly if you have any food allergies or dietary restrictions. We’ll do our best to accommodate your needs.
What can I expect from the food and dining experience?
Daily breakfast, lunch, and dinner is prepared by our in-house team of cooks and chefs. The menu focuses on Mexican cuisine with contemporary style influences, using only nutrient-dense and locally sourced ingredients.
Is this a co-ed retreat?
Yes, this is a co-ed retreat, and all are welcome here.
We’ve created separate male and female sleeping spaces to support comfort and ease for everyone. If you’re joining with a partner, you’re absolutely welcome to share a room together.
Do I need to bring my own yoga or activity equipment?
Nope! Everything you need is already available for you, including:
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Yoga mats, blocks, weights (3–15 lbs), resistance bands, and Pilates balls
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Complimentary use of bikes, paddleboards, and snorkel masks
"It was the best thing I could have ever done for myself. I am beyond grateful that I was fortunate enough to attend this retreat. The memories and friendships made will stay with me forever. And the same as I said above Indescribable!! I can’t even put the magic that happened into words! The long and short of it I would say life changing, awakening and it felt like coming home, home to myself. The bonds that were made during the retreat will be held dearly in my heart and we have a sisterhood that will continue on. Carla and Rebecca as facilitators and space holders did such an amazing job- they taught us, they held us, they reminded us of who we are. They gave to us even when they were tired, they taught us when things were hard and always welcomed us with the biggest smiles full of gratitude. I am forever grateful to have attended your first international retreat and I can wait for the next one!"
Brittany B. from Held By The Waters Retreat
Cancellation Policy
Deposit is non-refundable.
Cancellations before 90 days will be refunded minus the deposit.
Cancellations within 60 days of our travel date will not receive a refund but you can sell your spot to someone else.