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Edge of Becoming
Exhale into your next chapter
October 2-8, 2026 ~
Paamul, Mexico
There is a moment in life no one prepares you for.
When the relationship ends.
When the job no longer fits.
When the identity you built your life around starts to dissolve.
And suddenly... you are standing in the in-between.
Not who you were. Not yet who you are becoming.
Just here. Trying to make sense of yourself again.
Edge of Becoming is a retreat for this exact moment.
Not for when you have it figured out. But for when you are ready to stop forcing clarity and start listening for it.
The Transformation
You arrive feeling:
𖦹 emotionally in transition
𖦹 unsure of your next step
𖦹 mentally overwhelmed or looping
𖦹 disconnected from your body
𖦹 trying to "figure it out"
You leave with:
𖦹 clarity on your next chapter
𖦹 deeper self-trust
𖦹 grounded decision-making
𖦹 emotional release from what ended
𖦹 a sense of inner steadiness again
You don't leave with a new identity. You leave with access to yourself again.
Over 7 days in Mexico, you are guided through:
𖦹 embodied practices to reconnect with your body
𖦹 emotional release and integration work
𖦹 water and sound healing experiences
𖦹 guided reflection and inner clarity work
𖦹 nervous system grounding practices
𖦹 deep rest, nature, and space to feel yourself again
This is not about becoming someone new. It's about meeting who you already are... underneath the noise.
WHY THIS RETREAT EXISTS
We are living in a time where people are expected to move through life transitions quickly... breakups... burnout... loss... identity shifts.
But most people don't need more answers... they need space.
Space to stop performing. Space to feel what actually ended. Space to hear themselves again.
Edge of Becoming was created for that space.
Who this is for
This retreat is for you if:
𖦹 Something in your life has recently ended or shifted
𖦹 You feel stuck between your old life and your next one
𖦹 You are tired of overthinking your next step
𖦹 You feel disconnected from your own inner knowing
𖦹 You've outgrown who you used to be
𖦹 You are craving clarity, but nothing external is helping
𖦹 You know something is changing in you, but you can't name it yet
You don't need fixing. You need space to hear yourself again.
Imagine this
Waking up feeling grounded in your body instead of overwhelmed in your mind.
Trusting your decisions without constantly second-guessing yourself.
Feeling your emotions without shutting down or pushing them away.
Moving through your life with a sense of calm, clarity, and inner steadiness.
This is what becomes available when you return to your heart.
We have three room types of your choice -
See below for what's included in your retreat experience. All prices are in USD.
Courtyard Suites
Located on the ground level of the villa, each suite features two double beds and comes along with a private bathroom and air conditioning. Great to share with a friend or new friend.
Investment: $2444 USD Shared Room
Beach/Pool Front Suites
Located on the villa’s ground level steps away from the pool and ocean. Perfect for private or shared stays, along with a private bathroom, a fan, and air conditioning.
3 Double Room suites and 1 King suite available.
Investment: $2555 USD Shared Room
$2888 USD Solo Room (SOLD OUT)
Rooftop Suites
Offer stunning panoramic views of the Caribbean Sea. Each suite features either two double beds or one king-size bed, a private bathroom with air conditioning.
3 King suites available and 1 double bed suite.
Investment: $2666 USD Shared Room
$2999 USD Solo Room
Deposits paid by credit card with a 4% processing fee.
Your Hosts
Carla, Rebecca and Brittany's story began the way many meaningful connections do... on retreat.
What felt like pure synchronicity, Carla and Rebecca were paired together their very first time meeting and also had to share a bed. A space that quickly turned into a soul connection. That following summer, they had no idea they would be crossing paths with another soul sister, Brittany, at a festival in Saskatchewan.
Brittany participated in Carla's water ceremony and stepped into Rebecca's lens for photos and from there, everything clicked. The three spent the next two summers heading to festivals together and their connection deepen even more.
Retreats have been a foundational part of each of their journeys. Spaces where they’ve been able to fully arrive as themselves, connect deeply with others, and experience real, lasting transformation. It’s through these spaces that they discovered not only the power of community, but the kind of connection that stays with you long after you leave.
Individually, they each felt the call to create retreats of their own. Together, they realized something even more powerful was possible. And so, their shared vision was born, creating spaces where people can meet, connect, and experience themselves and each other in a deeper, more meaningful way.
This is only the beginning.
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A $650 USD deposit is required to secure your spot in this intimate retreat. There is a 4% service fee on all credit card payments.
Remaining balance must be paid by August 1, 2026. Payment plans available upon request, please reach out to carlafayjans@gmail.com to discuss further.
What's Included:
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6 nights accommodation and FULL experience
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All meals included except 2 meals
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Shamanic Cuenco Sound Therapy Ceremony
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Temezcal
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Water Ceremony
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Cenote Excursion
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Daily yoga, meditation and transformative workshops
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Beach days and on-site pool
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1 hour Massage (yep, this is included per person)
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Transport to & from retreat center (flights must arrive and leave during specific time)**
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1-2 photos from individual/group photo with Rebecca Walker
What's NOT Included:
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Airfare to and from Cancun Airport
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Transportation to and from the retreat space (if booked outside group transport hours)**
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Travel and Medical Insurance (required)
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Spending money (1 lunch, 1 dinner, and gifts)
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Accommodations before or after the retreat (if you choose)
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Optional Private Photoshoot with Rebecca Walker $99
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)
Getting There
Fly into Cancun International Airport, approximately 1 hours from the retreat space.
How do we get to the retreat center?
Airport shuttle service is included on arrival day (October 2) between 2:00–6:00 PM, and on departure day (October 8) between 10:00 AM–1:00 PM.
To take advantage of the included transfers, please book your flights within these windows. If your travel plans fall outside of these times, we’re happy to help arrange private transportation, please note that any additional transfer costs will be the responsibility of the guest.
How many meals are not included?
There will be 2 meals not included 1 lunch and 1 dinner. You are responsible for your lunch on our excursion to Tulum as well as our last dinner for the retreat. Expect to spend around $15-30 CAD per meal, depending on your preferences.
What currency should I bring?
USD and Mexican pesos are accepted in Mexico.
Please note:
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Bring small USD bills in good condition (no rips or tears)
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Canadian bills are not accepted or exchangeable
What if I have food allergies?
Please reach out to us directly if you have any food allergies or dietary restrictions. We’ll do our best to accommodate your needs.
What can I expect from the food and dining experience?
Daily breakfast, lunch, and dinner is prepared by our in-house team of cooks and chefs. The menu focuses on Mexican cuisine with contemporary style influences, using only nutrient-dense and locally sourced ingredients.
Is this a co-ed retreat?
Yes, this is a co-ed retreat, and all are welcome here.
We’ve created separate male and female sleeping spaces to support comfort and ease for everyone. If you’re joining with a partner, you’re absolutely welcome to share a room together.
Do I need to bring my own yoga or activity equipment?
Nope! Everything you need is already available for you, including:
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Yoga mats, blocks, weights (3–15 lbs), resistance bands, and Pilates balls
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Complimentary use of bikes, paddleboards, and snorkel masks
"It was the best thing I could have ever done for myself. I am beyond grateful that I was fortunate enough to attend this retreat. The memories and friendships made will stay with me forever. And the same as I said above Indescribable!! I can’t even put the magic that happened into words! The long and short of it I would say life changing, awakening and it felt like coming home, home to myself. The bonds that were made during the retreat will be held dearly in my heart and we have a sisterhood that will continue on. Carla and Rebecca as facilitators and space holders did such an amazing job- they taught us, they held us, they reminded us of who we are. They gave to us even when they were tired, they taught us when things were hard and always welcomed us with the biggest smiles full of gratitude. I am forever grateful to have attended your first international retreat and I can wait for the next one!"
Brittany B. from Held By The Waters Retreat
Cancellation Policy
Deposit is non-refundable.
Cancellations before 90 days will be refunded minus the deposit.
Cancellations within 60 days of our travel date will not receive a refund but you can sell your spot to someone else.